GONE FOR A FEW WEEKSBYE
love
why for my scaresi look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl i used to be. wondering why there are scars on my wrist. why i did this to myself. then i think back to when my whole world was crashing down. i seem to realize that these scars are suicide scars. i start to cry to the fact that i will have these scars for a life time. i grab my razor put it up to my wrist. and i start to cut. i start to cut them suicide cuts all over again. i cant stop. but i guess that this will be me forever. makeing them ugly suicide scars.why for my scares
See painI still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fallSee pain
I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years and we are barely holding it together &n
Glow
Part of your dreamIf I smile and hold in my tears, will you be happy? If I can hide all my fears, and all my pain. Will your world be perfect? With no one to worry about, except yourself. Will you be happy? If I am smart and strong. If I am thoughtful and sweet. Will I be perfect enough? Perfect enough to be part of your dream? Will I be able to wander around, without standing out.Part of your dream
Will I be good enough? Enough to be part of your group? If I hold in my tears. If I hold in my rage. If I hold all in. Will I be good enough? Good enough to be pa
Reminiscing The BladeSitting on the floor alone in my room, Thoughts and emotions overwhelm me. Too many things stray through my mind, Not letting me think straight. All these thoughts provoke my old ways, Wanting to feel the edge of the blade once again.Reminiscing The Blade
It clears my mind, It let’s me breathe. I pull the blade out of my secret drawer, And place it on my flesh. The coldness of the blade, Sends chills down my spine.
Dragging the blade across my wrist, I let out a deep breath. My body becomes warm, As I watch the blood flow from the wound. My mind is cleare
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I was the kid next door's imaginary friend.
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...Keea..
...The Angel of Death who holdeth
the Golden Lamp beyond the Bronze Door
hath taken thee into Dark Waters.
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I was the kid next door's imaginary friend.
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just wish there was nothing i missed. Take baq all the things i said to make you feel like that.. And id give it all away, just to have some where to go to. Give it all away, To have someone to come home to
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I was the kid next door's imaginary friend.
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You wear a heart shaped ring
Wrapped around your finger
And a sparkle in your eye and i'd never change it
When i gave you that rose what i said was true
Because it's still alive and i will always love you.
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just wish there was nothing i missed. Take baq all the things i said to make you feel like that.. And id give it all away, just to have some where to go to. Give it all away, To have someone to come home to
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Keep your hope, or you shall vanish from reality and join my world.
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